Useless?

Had been trying my best to be hopeful but it does leave a hint of disappointment after a serials of rejections and no responses. What is sad is when your family members dont understand and treat you as if you are an useless bum. It feels as if you wanna end up that way and that doesnt include the mountain of bills that you have to pay each month.

Well, everything happens for a reason and I need to open my mind as well as eyes to understand it.

I really need to use my religion to guide my path and to pursue my passion as well as interests. I also understand that there are many people out there who work for the sake of money and survival. However, having the passion to do your job will definitely last you longer than those who simply work for the moolah.

For those who found their jobs and work for the moolah, do continue to pursue your dreams and dont stop dreaming big coz dreams do come true. Many a times, we dream but dont dream big. We turn away from the opportunity to do this.

As for me, I'm still searching for that job ~ doesnt mean that the road is smooth coz every famous / successful person does encounter difficulties that doubt their abilities and it's their courage, determination and perseverance that push them through.

Jia you! I know I can do it!

PS : I'm not a Christian but do believe that having a religion in times of difficulties helps a great deal. BTW, I'm a Buddhist.