Picture from FreeFoto.comMy current financial situation is unhealthy and I cant tell people this. Not because of 'face' but I dont think they can do anything. I'm fighting back my tears coz crying doesnt help though my heart is secretly weeping in the nights.
Right now, I've to keep telling myself that I'm the only person who can help me by trying to send out as many resumes as possible. For these 8 months, there is no inflow but outflows are huge amounts and these are definitely caused a drain in my savings. Plus, there were insane gratification moments of splurging. Who is there to be blamed but me myself!
I really wonder whether a degree is really that important after all the disappointments. It brings nothing. After spending a substantial insane amount for my education, I dont see the reaps of what I sow. Very disappointed! After going through 3 years of studies, I really couldnt see the light of the tunnel.
There are some recruiters who were unprofessional and insensitive with their remarks and had to bear with it. These recruiters mentioned that the testimonial that was written by my ex-boss was 'beefed-up' and I thought I was uncalled for coz it was very unprofessional at their end.
At this point of my life, I'm not gonna give up and will continue to send my resumes as well as continue on with my faith. Would like to thank countless of people who have encouraged me in one way or another.
I must remember this phase " The darker the night, the nearer the dawn" coz the bitterness of the night will turn to the warmness of the dawn.
Right now, I've to keep telling myself that I'm the only person who can help me by trying to send out as many resumes as possible. For these 8 months, there is no inflow but outflows are huge amounts and these are definitely caused a drain in my savings. Plus, there were insane gratification moments of splurging. Who is there to be blamed but me myself!
I really wonder whether a degree is really that important after all the disappointments. It brings nothing. After spending a substantial insane amount for my education, I dont see the reaps of what I sow. Very disappointed! After going through 3 years of studies, I really couldnt see the light of the tunnel.
There are some recruiters who were unprofessional and insensitive with their remarks and had to bear with it. These recruiters mentioned that the testimonial that was written by my ex-boss was 'beefed-up' and I thought I was uncalled for coz it was very unprofessional at their end.
At this point of my life, I'm not gonna give up and will continue to send my resumes as well as continue on with my faith. Would like to thank countless of people who have encouraged me in one way or another.
I must remember this phase " The darker the night, the nearer the dawn" coz the bitterness of the night will turn to the warmness of the dawn.
PS : I've also learnt to live less and recycle stuff that didnt see the daylight for awhile.
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