GETTING L.A.Z.Y

"Dont wanna close my eyes...don't wanna fall asleep...I dun wanna miss a thing..."

Every night, I'm simply not sleeping....cant SLEEP! When I decide to sleep, it will be at 0400 - 0500 hrs. Argh! To add onto my additional loadful of sxxx, I wake up at about 12oo hrs. When I wake up, I could feel the explosions in my head.

My tiny voice in my head will always shout"It's daylight already. Damn!" It feels like the whole day is gone.

Currently, this is my 'lazy' life and I really hate myself. I try to sleep early every night at 2200 hrs and end up awake at 12 midnight. I feel that there's something wrong with me.

In addition, I'm getting lazier and fatter. Continuous intake of carbo and no exercise. Leading towards totally destruction. No income coming in and I have to control my spending...Argh! I'm going crazy pretty soon. :(

The word 'LOSER' is stamped all over!

Hopelessly directionless ..... I seriously need divine intervention!